Yesterday morning, I woke up feeling so connected to the
universe, to nature and beyond, that tears came. As I lay sobbing next to
Andre, I tried to explain my experience, but I had trouble processing it and
experiencing it at the same time, so I just gave up on the words.
We spent the scorching hot day driving across Oregon,
seeking out high elevation hillsides. The view of Three Sisters, Mt.
Washington, and Mt. Hood, was spectacular, and the snow covered peaks gave me
hope for morels. Just because
there’s snow doesn’t mean it’s the right season, but hope is exciting so long
as you’re not holding expectations that will lead to disappointment.
Instead, all we found were some coral mushrooms, one large
pink and one small yellow. After
keying out the pink one, which was difficult to do without a spore print, we
decided not to eat it as it makes some folks cathartic. The yellow coral, sautéed on the
campfire in red wine and butter was spectacular, and followed a delicious whole
wheat pasta drenched in pesto and served with a big bowl of steamed greens… all
foraged or gifted. Sitting by the
fire, sipping red wine and nibbling dark chocolate, we pointed out
constellations, watched satellites move across the sky, and enjoyed the
plantain flowers dancing in the evening breeze under the dim light of the
moon. For a change, we slept out
under the stars. What luxury time
is when it means nothing.
Put a sock in it, hippie!
ReplyDelete(quoting Rob McCall commenting on my proposed connection to the universe)
More seriously, nice work! This is why everyone should use hallucinogens in careful ways, then stop. Or meditate and study, but I think that takes longer so is a bit of a waste of time.